۱۳۸۸ اسفند ۷, جمعه
From Saba to Amin
here conditions is a bit more different than what i thought so i have less freedom. the most hard thing is to find car!!! here it is 40 kilometer far from city and about 6 kilometer far from the nearest town.last night we had to go and return on foot but it would nt be possible all the time specially in the daylight and alone.
tonight we may go to a park near Sarbandar, i wanted to go to the shore but thay say that it would be slurry in the evening the only good one is restricted by the oil company so i will go to Abadan's beaches maybe on tuesday.
Ermia is here too and tries to be kind with me i can see he is trying hard, i feel pittful :(
manam duset daram (I love you too) :*
bye
From Amin to Saba
I didn't find a coffee net, but here i can use my cellphone to mail you. It's a bit hard. Like sending sms :)
I got so happy as you are facing to a world you didn't experience before. Saba, i didn't get drunk in that day. I didn't drink a glass. :) i'm a good boy :)
I gain several experiences in trip.
Yes Saba, Parsa is a clever boy. He thinks about every issues. He thinks a lot. That's a good point of him.
Saba, take care of yourself. 2set daram ( I love you) :*
Amin
From Saba to Amin
yes, here every thing is a new experience and i am enjoying every thing,except weather, everybody say it is hot there, but u should be working in the site at 1pm to realize what does it mean the hot weather, unfortunately it is ramadhan and there is any drinking water available. i should take an iced bottle with me or i will be sick i think, the other thing is that there is no lunch in the site because of ramadhan and the workhour is up to 3pm they provide lunch 4 us in our rooms but there is also 1hour way between site and dormetory and hunger is another problem.
today they gave us safety shoes,caps and suits, all were large! then they found out that we 4, are the only girls in the unit and it is not islamic! to wear those worksuits!!! :D so they took back the suits and we should only shoes and caps with mantels :( i want my nice blue work suit back :((
mmm, the other thing is that here it is far from any civilization, no shop no street,...i need to have some fruits, seems i should find a good driver in the complex services and ask him to take me some where.
the other thing is that there are roaches and lizards in our rooms :( i scare of lizard :( nut seems i should ask them to obey some rules that i can live with them :D
i think i just talked about bad aspects but there are some good things too, next time i will right them.
take care honey, dont get drunk ;) care ur food and tell me about ur visa and ur plans
:**
big hug
p.s. parsa is really nice :) he gave me some good advices about the trip, the curious thing is that he is the only boy i've ever seen who cares about this things :D
From Amin to Saba
last night my friends got drunk and after we went to pizza hut the pizzas are disgusting ( But i ate a delicious plate af lasagna). so all of them (except i and amir) vomited in the night. Milad vomit in the morning as well. so we cancelled the wild wadi program.
things are all fine with me Saba :)
i hope you to get experienced and share them to me. :)
Love
-Amin-
From Saba to Amin
Last night I was so sleepy that I was nt realizing what I am saying on the phone. Here we are in the dormetory and we have personal rooms, there is a computer site with only 2 PCs but it is better than nothing.
Are you returning today???
We will talk more later
:***
۱۳۸۸ بهمن ۱۸, یکشنبه
From Saba To Amin
i think i should send u one.
everything is going to be ok. I am so sure. but if it was nessasary tell me to call Singapore's embassy ;)
i am kidding i am sure that u will be admitted :)
big hug :*
My dear Amin, if ur trough still sours, get Strepsils tablets from drugstore, it is not a drug, it is a candy consists of honey and lemon, it is useful for sour trough. surely the drugstores have it, it is a famous cold treatment.take care honey
kisses
From Amin To Saba
i'll go.
refresh your e-mail every day, but not several times in a day. it's tiring and cause disappointment. OK?
i really don't know about my return time. i hope everythings last appropriately. :)
you're the dear
HUG
-Amin-
From Saba To Amin
tomorrow i will call u about 11, u must be gone to doctor at that time,ok?
i missed u too much last night so i called but i could nt say anything.
u r only alittle far and gonna be back, what should i do when u leave for uk? it drives me mad :'(
:*** hug
p.s. i would be appriciated if u answer, i hate waiting and refreshing this page 2000 times aday :(
From Saba To Amin
actually i didnt mean any thing by having a dream! i dont know it should be because of the fantastic imagination every body say i have!
this afternoon i had another dream about me,u, ur father and two little sisters! you had two little sisters! and i am not going to tell you what i saw! yes, i try to be full of energy and i keeping on trying because i think i have no other way to continue.
seems u r enjoying ur trip and it is really delighting, of course i am not as cruel as u to say that is not acceptable you enjoy too much. so enjoy ur time honey and i am looking forward to u to come :*
hug
p.s. my injections caused some infection and allergic reactions! :((
p.s. love :D
From Amin To Saba
you seems full of energy again. that;s the right way. keep on going. i read the book years ago. :)today we will go to dubai sightseeing tour. it should be nice.
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goes up !!!mmm,,a bit strange, i should think of it. so you mean that i'd like to go to another world with you,, actually a world out of the earth. it's nice :)
:*
tc
-Amin-
From Saba To Amin
i had a dream last nightit was strange, about u and me.you helped me to get on a vehicle it sound like a truck at first which was driving fast and you helped me to get on its back by a rope! then when i got in i found it is not a truck and does nt drive on a road, it was some thing like a balloon and was flying in the sky and we went with that strange thing and i woke up!!! :D
what do you think about it?
From Saba To Amin
how nice, have u read "the little prince"? if yes, find my planet in the sky, i am sitting there and looking after my flower waiting to see u twinkling to me, but u cant see me twinkling cause planets don't ever twinkle, but they are more shinny instead so you can find it soon. mmm i guess i will run my planet to 30 north degree and 3 GMT of the earth in the first hours of darkness of the earth. you will find me easily as my planet is the only brilliant spot in the sky at that houres :D
see every where u go i will come there as fast as i can. tell me weather you find me or not ;)
i try to study,i got GRE books and i have to do them too. but i cought cold and i am sleepy all the time and cant down my head becouse of nose problems also today i got two injections :( and got dumb i speak but no noise come out! :D
there was a birthday party to night and i have been deprived of it becouse of my viruses! :D
i called photo yesterday too and his vioce was really blissful and talked very friendly! so i thing he was happy of some thing else, not you :D
mmmmmm :( what is this for? take care as much as u can, take photos to show me, enjoy
kisses cant be restricted by time and space,mmm so what is the matter? :****
hug <3
From Amin To Saba
enjoy the life Saba.,,, we definetely meet each other soon, but maybe after mahshahr.
things are fine here as well. tonight we will go to Sahari. i really missed you in here. i'd like you to accompany me in this trip. Sabaaaaa jaaaan,, study as hard as you can,, it;s so good,,, Maryam is a good friend for you :)
i called Mr. Photo yesterday,,, he got so delighted ,, :)
mmmmmmmm.,,
:( Sabaaaa,, take care of yourself
mm,, could i send a kiss via e-mail ? ,, no matter, i do it :*
-Amin-
From Saba To Amin
except smiling what else can i do while seeing ur letter?problem is that if u come after seventh i will be in mahshahr and we wont meet up to 10 other days and what if u leave before i return? :(
dont be worried, i am strong enough, i have to be, i will take care of my self though i used to be looked after by others cause finally i will be separated of everyone i used to love soon, so i have to get along with, last night i spoke with maryam and she gave me advice to use studying to forget. i will do it ;)
enjoy the trip, take sunbath, get brown, swim as much as u can and of course take care :)
i am counting days to meet my brown Amin :D
love u :*
From Saba To Amin
From Saba To Amin
۱۳۸۸ بهمن ۱۷, شنبه
From Saba To Amin
can u read these lines with ur eagle eyes? no? don't worry go down :)
i forgot to tell u about the France embassy, they transmitted my appointment to Oct 7.also about the institute i did nt mail Birmingham uni, but i found their name and address in the international section of its website.they claim to help to study in various foreign unis.yes chatting with new people gives me energy to get along with situation and be a real SABA ;) i and parsa chatted the other day and exchanged information about applying US, and he also can help me to achieve some information a professor in their faculty has about my project cause he claims Dr.roshanzamir loves him so much:) he is a nice boy.and i think Fraser thought i am saying something related to him and got curious about the translation.ok seems there is nothing left to explain u.take a very good care. things gonna be ok, i promise :*
just trying to make u smile and say kholochel! :D here u r:
i forgot to tell u about the France embassy, they transmitted my appointment to Oct 7.also about the institute i did nt mail Birmingham uni, but i found their name and address in the international section of its website.they claim to help to study in various foreign unis.yes chatting with new people gives me energy to get along with situation and be a real SABA ;) i and parsa chatted the other day and exchanged information about applying US, and he also can help me to achieve some information a professor in their faculty has about my project cause he claims Dr.roshanzamir loves him so much:) he is a nice boy.and i think Fraser thought i am saying something related to him and got curious about the translation.ok seems there is nothing left to explain u.take a very good care,things gonna be ok,i promise:*
From Amin To Saba
about the supervisor,, i heard that there is an institute claiming to be in that position. it may be that institute. you can check it by mailing to birmingham univarsity.things got a bit complicated over here. it's all about our dubai visa, uk visa and ... .sabaa,, mm, about you and ermia,, i should talk to you . i should know the exact condition. it's so bad to feel as a traitor.here things are fine except those problems. yes,, i didn't come to net regularly in here. sabaa,, i hope to see you soon i don't know , whether because of my sickness or not, but i feel tired.. now, it's 10am.yes, i read the chat you had with parsa. it seems that both of you were enjoyed a lot. you even chat with fraser. you seemed as an energetic lovely girls in those chats. i like that. continue on being SABA. :) take care of yourself
- Amin-
From Saba To Amin
ahan, do you know any thing about birmingham's supervisor in tehran? a friend gave an address in yousefabad and said they will guide me, ofcourse i will check it in the universitie's website but i thought maybe you have some direct information.about the application form, the most propable work is following the application filling guide and i did it, it sais that we need atleast one person to refrence that your informations are correct so that i thought maybe i should name the universitiy's educational office principal. i have to try hard for my english. i am going to discourage Photo! :( the other thing i am going to talk about is some thing that i am so doubtfull to tell them to you, but i guess u have time there to think about that. Amin i really feel bad, i feel like a traitor, i think i am not sure about my desicions about Ermia and he is not going to realize me at all.i feel guilty for the situation, i cant stop bad thinkings, honey it is terrible to feel as a traitor. i dont really know what to do.more i go far from him more he is likely to be with me and doing favors to me, and i cant close my eyes to it.i wish u where here to talk about, i really need to talk to some one, but i dont find any reliable person, maryam is away, so busy with her own issues, you are there, never felt as lonely as now :'(i always had good senses about Ramadhan, now by its starting i feel i am too far from God. i feel he has forgotten me, now, when i need a great support :'( i really try to pretend happy and energetic, but i am going to be destroyed inside.
by the way, dont delete your sent items so that i can read my lost smss when u came back. looking forward to see any little sign of u, in facebook, messenger, mail box... i know it is difficult for u but try not to deprive me. u where the first one congradulated my birthday :* u are always the first one :) hope u enjoy your water park trip my duckling :) take care
۱۳۸۸ بهمن ۱۴, چهارشنبه
From Saba To Amin
i am back.
feel lonely without u, without maryam,... :((
miss u honey, dont u have net there?
atleast send e-mail to me :(